howwwwwwwwwwwwwww

How do you move on when it hurts so bad inside
How do you stop some many of the tears i cried
only if god could see
how much he meant to me
i miss him so much
only if i could feel his touch
a hug would be nice
now when I'm all alone i cant hold back tears
its hard you were there so many years
i never told you how much i cared or told you
how much i enjoyed some of the memories we shared
all my mind is filled with is hate because i never got to
tell you how good of a dad you were and now its to late
but no matter what you did i always loved you no matter how much it emotionally or verbally or physically